I am taking a break right now. A has gone to play this evening, and instead of resenting that and cleaning the house in martyr mode, I decided that I too, needed to get away from all the stuff that bothers me. Not that I mind his going to play-he does it only once a week. It's just that I keep feeling overwhelmed and every single minute of my spare time goes in trying to figure out how I am going to clean the next section of my house or something similar.
But not today.
Today I will not think of those things. Instead, I will sit here and meditate.